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...and allergies! *sneeezles*

Seriously, thanks all of you for the wonderful, empathetic and uplifting replies ^V^
I plan to go through and comment as much as possible, but all this might still take some time before I can really sink my teeth, er, beak into it.. *sigh*
oh.. and I was hoping it would be all good, but there's just a hint more that ( happened )