ever get that feeling ya jus can't win?

[ceagle]

Like.. ah wanna be there for everybody, but it's almost always too much or too little. Why dat? :/
Wanna give smiles to everyones, but only so much time in a day.. and ..some can carry the smiles you give for longer in between those times.. Others don't, and give up after a while..

I've noticed a similar thing in my yob.. I usually jus' operate offa word of mouth.. recommendations and referrals... cuzza when I advertise, I get LOTS too many all at once, and inevitably some I have to schedule a little later, and thusly some will be disappointed a bit.

Why life gotta be dat way?... -_-

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*fuffles and winglescritches ya thankfully*
Oh, they really izza nice person actually. I think they just get disappointed when I can't be as involved with things as I used to, so I guess pulling away a bit is how some people cope. I have to respect it and jus' try to deal with it. I did send 'em a note, and they gave me a very gracious and reassuring response. I don't feel I've lost the friendship, just some aspects of distance that I mourn, but that's just me I guess.

I'm very grateful for my friendses, abbalooly! ^V^ *wags and purrs*
This is part of why I search myself at first if something seems wrong, ..but maybe something is troubling them that they need some space for. I hope they will change their mind eventually.

Thank you for being such a dedicated griffy.. and thanks again for presenting that new and heartwarming new image! *wingpats your griffiny ears!*